fuck it! right now i should be slping, but im blogging! im damn scared. damn damn scared that i might retain or drop. wad if i really retain? wad should i do? im not prepared to get back my results yet. im really very scared. fuck it man! wad kind of lousy school is this! i pass my eng for that ca2 paper but overall, i can actually fail!? fuck it! ok. i admit that i didnt do her homework, but, wa lau. at least make me pass la. u noe i can hardly pass my eng paper. its lik finally i pass eng paper for this sec 3 life u noe. lan jiao. last year, im one of those who in in the danger zone. cos of my eng. im grateful to elmi that he pull me up. =) but this time, im afraid that they might not give me the second chance ;'( heard that this year, theres quite a number of sec 3 students who is goanna drop or retain! hope that im not one of them. i noe now im saying all these doesnt bring any help. what is done is done. i cnt possibly turn back time too. so, i just hope that i will not retain or drop ar. if im promoted, i promise that im goanna chiong for my o'lvl and win my bro. =x